my slice of reality

the crazy life..

2006-03-15T19:12:36Z

well, yeah i have been uber buzy since quiting my job so i haven't had time to write much.. trying to keep up with friends has been proving to be most difficult as well so.. not too much going on with me other than school.. i just moved into a new appartment closer to the university with rick so that is nice.. we just haven't had the time to get everyting unpacked yet which has been greatly annoying but there are only so many hours in the day and what not.. i also got some new furnature.. i got a sectional which is beutiful and a new coffee table, bar, and curio cabinet. unfortunately i only have in my possession, the couch.. the coffee table and bar come saterday and i get the curio in april :/ but such is life.. we also redecorated our bedroom in a black and white motef (sp?). We have 2 bedrooms and the second is the computer room so that is nice too have lan partys with and all..
also i'm in my dx semester which has been difficult but i'm muddling through it.. anyways.. just wanted to update and say hi :) miss everyone :)

last day at work.. very sad

2006-02-10T21:04:00Z

man, so much has gone on in the last few weeks.. lets see if i can recap.. well, i got a grant from school which requires I take 18 extra credit hours.. now, this means that i have lots of class i don't care about for a certificate i don't care about BUT i get free tuition for 3 semesters so.. yeah.. but these classes that i don't care about require lots of busy work projects and crap so.. yeah i'm the project queen right about now.. so because of that I gave my 2 weeks, 2 weeks ago today.. came to find out today i can drop one class.. so i'm still going to leave work and if i can manage my time well, i will return (if they will have me) in a month to work so.. we will see..
Next item of change.. So my neighboorhood has been giving me notices about stupid constantly. I got 4 citations on one friging note! so i said, you know what, fuck this place and the horse it rode in on, i don't have time for this bullshit! (pardon the french [well, english really] but it really.. um.. upset me... yeah) so i'm selling my place.. and moving into an appartment with rick. We are still looking at appartments but it is speed shopping because rick's lease is up on the 28th so it will be cheeper to just do the moving thing once.. SO i'm showing my house this weekend, if i'm lucky and get a buyer (i've had about 20 calls and i have shown it 4 or 5 times and it's only been on the market for about 5 days) i'll be having a garage sale next weekend and then i'll be moving out... WOW so.. yeah.. busy..
so.. this is why i haven't journaled in a while because i have been psychotically busy.. but i miss everyone and hope everyone is doing well.. i probubly won't have time to talk really until march when we move in :) Man and i have to figure out what to do for my bday which is coming up.. aaaaaaahhhhhh i love stress.. i live for it i tell you..
although, oddly i'm not feeling all that stressed.. i guess i'm too apathetic now.. i don't know.. hey.. i'm sure it will hit me later.. ;)

Workin' out again...

2006-01-11T18:25:01Z

yeah so.. for those of you who don't know.. I have been working out with a trainer.. I did it all last month and she was really nice and really good but our schedules just really really clashed so I had to change trainers.. So I have a new trainer :) she is really nice and is currently a fitness compeditor.. so she is really worked out.. she looks a little manish to be honest.. but anyways, she is really nice and i really can feel the burn from my work out with her yesterday.. She has me on a better diet than my old trainer who just had me counting calories. Now I have to have 3 substantial meals a day with a protien, a starch, and a carb.. and snack every couple of hours.. which is much more do able.. so i'm really excited about that because it sounds like something i can do and stick to.. she also said it is ok to cheat a little once a week.. i'm REALLY excited about that but i don't think i will always do that.. maybe once in a while though.. so i'm gunna work out 3 nights a week at the gym and do cardo at home once a week.. i'm so excited that maybe i will be able to do it this time.. ah.. to be thin and trim would be sooo nice.. anyway. so that is what is up with me so far.. school sux as usual.. MAN! i have to take this education class and it REALLY REALLY SUX! GOD i had forgotten just how much I HATE edu classes.. MAN!! i mean it actually causes me PAIN! AHH! oh well.. i just gotta remember what i'm doing this for.. (free tuition, free tuition..) anyway, maybe i can use the certificate to help agraphic adults.. we will see.. that's all that's going on here..

sorry's all around

2006-01-03T21:34:30Z

hey everyone happy new year.. i'm sorry i have been a bit of a hermit of late but I have been sick and i'm now just getting over it. I think i'm finially better.. so therefore my new years was pretty uneventful but it was still nice. Me and rick watched most of the first session of Law and Order (oh yeah baby, total L&O feinds) and then we stopped at 10 til and watched to ball drop and then back to L&O :) Then I woke up before rick and watched to the L&O marathon on TNT.. yeah.. i'm an addict.. but hey when he got up he watched it too.. so actually it was really nice. I was with my favorite person in the world watching my favorite program :) good stuff.. we didn't go out due to my feeling under the weather.. just wanted to curl up in a blanket and try to rest. So to all whom I did not wish a happy new year HAPPY NEW YEAR :) I hope everyone's new year's celebration was fun like mine :) well, folks he we go again. :)

yep.. still bored... no more cool quizes to take though.. only crappy ones..

2005-12-23T19:21:11Z

Would you survive a war and how?!?!?(with pics)
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it said i was a survivor.. for some reason it didn't show up on the link..

You are in GRYFFINDOR !! You are brave, loyal, and
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What Hogwarts house are you in ?? (*drumroll*) ta da !
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la la bored again..

2005-12-23T18:20:24Z

more quizes..

Which Potter Puppet Pal Are You?
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What LotR Lady are you? (w/ pics)
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again.. it won't show the image for some reason but i'm eurowin.. (spelling?)

Simon

Which Firefly (or Serenity) Character Are You?
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10 things a person should never eat..

2005-12-21T21:24:43Z

Saw this online and some of it shocked me so i thought i would pass it along.. interesting stuff... who knew soup could be bad.. or granola?

1. Quaker 100% Natural Oats & Honey Granola
A half cup of these is coated with three teaspoons of sugar and laden with more artery clogging fat than you'd get in a McDonald's hamburger. Better choices are, Grape Nuts, Wheaties, Kellogg's All-Bran, Post 100% Bran,shredded wheat, or oatmeal.

2. Bugles
These are fried in highly saturated coconut oil. This is about twice as saturated as lard. One serving (just over a cup) gives you 40% of your daily limit of saturated fat. Baked Bugles or tortilla chips are a much better choice.

3. Buitoni Contadina Alfredo Sauce
Does a third of a stick of butter sound good for you? That is how much is in this sauce.Try Classico Spicy Red Pepper, Tomato & Basil, Fire Roasted Tomato & Garlic, or any sauces from Healthy Choice or Ragu Light. Your arteries will thank you.

4. Pizza Hut's Big New Yorker Pizza
Is bigger really better? NO! Two slices of this pizza gives you almost a full day's saturated fat (17grams) and sodium(2.200mg), and 790 calories. And that's without sausage, pepperoni, or anything else. An entire Healthy Choice Supreme French Bread Pizza will only get you 1.5 grams of saturated fat, 580 mg of sodium and 330 calories.

5. Entenmann's Rich Frosted Donut (Variety pack size)
Is it possible than such a yummy snack can have as much artery clogging saturated and trans fat (10grams) as nine strips of bacon? It sure is! The Entenmann's Light Donuts are a better choice, with anywhere from six to nine grams of fat per donut. Though certainly not a healthy food, they are better than the regular ones.

6. Nissin Cup Noodles with Shrimp
These are pre-fried in palm oil, and will clog your arteries up the same as one and a half cups of whole milk. Fantastic Foods Chicken Free Ramen Noodles are a better pick in this department.

7. Burger King French Fries
This franchise makes some of the worst french fries you can buy at a fast food restaurant.They are even worse than McDonald's Super Size Fries. The salty coating allows more oil to be absorbed. A king size order of BK fries packs a punch with 590 calories and 30 grams of fat,12 of them artery clogging.

8. Campbell's red and white label condensed soups
Nothing like a hot bowl of soup on a cold day? True, but these have 1,100mg of sodium, about half the ideal quota for one day. Healthy Choice and Campbell's Healthy Request have less than half as much sodium without sacrificing any taste.

9. Frito Lay's Wow! Potato Chips
These are fried in Olean, the indigestible fat substitute. It doesn't provide any calories, but many have suffered such severe cramps or diarrhea that they had to go to the emergency room! It also prevents the body's absorption of carotenoids.Again, try baked potato or tortilla chips.

10. Denny's Grand Slam
2 eggs, 2 sausage links, 2 strips of bacon, and 2 pancakes. Sounds delicious right? Well, just listen to this. It contains three quarters of a day's total fat (50 grams) and saturated fat (14 grams), nearly a full day's sodium (2,240mg) and one and a half day's cholesterol (460mg). In contrast, the Denny's Slim Slam slashes the calories to 600, the fat to 12 grams, the saturated fat to 3 grams, and the cholesterol to a mere 35 mg.

BORED AT WORK

2005-12-21T17:39:57Z

Yeah SO massively bored at work so.. took a bunch of quizes.. silly really since alot of them are about how good you are with guys and how guys perseve you when i'm with a guy but hey.. i was bored and these were more intersting then what my ideal winter outfit is.. so.. here ya go.. aaaaaaaahhhhhhhh bordum...

You are White Chocolate

You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in.
Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you.
You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

You Have Your PhD in Men

You understand men almost better than anyone.
You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.
Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.

How Well Do You Understand Men?

Your Vibe Is Secretly Sexy

Sexy isn't exactly a word you'd use to describe yourself
But you have a quite allure that certain men feel appealing
You don't need to flaunt your stuff to be sexier
A little more confidence in yourself, and you'll really light up a room!

How Sexy Is Your Vibe?

You Are Most Like Charlotte!

You are the ultimate romantic idealist
You've been hurt before, but that hasn't caused you to give up on love.
If anything, your resolve to fall in love is stronger than ever.
And it's this feminine optimism that men find most appealing about you.

Romantic prediction: That guy you are seeing (or crushing on)?

Could be very serious - if you play your cards right!

Which Sex and the City Vixen Are You?

You Are Boyish Sexy

You're the kind of girl who gets along with all the boys
Whether it's holding your own in a game of touch football...
Or kicking some major butt while playing Xbox.
You hang with the guys easily, while still keeping your girly sexiness.

What Kind of Sexy Are You?

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

Your Reputation Is: Mystery Girl

You're the girl that everyone is trying to figure out.
Men are attracted to your intriguing persona - and women want to copy it!

What's Your Reputation?

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them
You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky
You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter
It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

How Do Men See You?

You Are a Tomboy

You're having too much fun to bother with nail polish and crazy diets.
Guys are instead impressed by how much you know and do!

How Girlie Are You?

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.
People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.
You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words.
Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

What Flower Are You?

ok boss coming back.. no more quizes..

long time no journal...

2005-11-30T23:44:10Z

I know i haven't journaled much but i've been SSSSOOOOO busy!! lots and lots of projects and crap at work.. I have been interviewing for a new coworker and had lots of tests and projects with school.. plus I have had plans for every weekend in November, a baby shower, thanksgiving, friends coming to visit, visiting my great grandmother.. just been nuts. But it has been full of things mostly to do with friends and family which has been nice but i actually haven't seen many people of my in town friends and i'm kinda bummed about it but i hope to be able to get to see everyone when class gets out so.. anyways.. i'll try to post more later but now at least i've said something :) hope everyone is alright and doing ok in thier classes :)

awesome82h @ 2005-10-21T15:06:00

2005-10-21T19:07:24Z

http://www.pvponline.com/archive.php3?archive=20000421

BUAH HA HA HA HA! OMG LMAO! lord, this pulled my day out of the dumper.. very funny

awesome82h @ 2005-10-20T13:12:00

2005-10-20T17:18:06Z

la la la i'm bored at work.. la la la.. i hope that wilma doesn't come cause my friend will have to cancel her wedding as it is outside.. la la la.. WOW i need something to do.. just signed up for some personal training at the ucf gym.. i was poor before but it's just ludacris now.. aaaaaaahhhhhhh i'll be poor forever.. :-/ but at least hopefully i'll look good while i starve ;) um.. yeah..not much to say other than the list of crap i need to do and places i need to go needs to stop growing cause i'm just gunna start not doing it.. was so unable to concentrate last night that i literally could not bring myself to study.. i don't think i can remember the last time i just could not do it.. (STUDY PEOPLE STUDY Not other things cause i'll be dead when that happens) so i finially did some other work and went to bed at 1 so i had to cancell the appointment i had a 8 cause i just couldn't get up for it.. MAN, ever since i stopped drinking soda i am SO TIRED all the time and HUNGRY! it is really being counter productive for the whole diet thing i think (my personal trainer told me i had to quit drinking soda.. after i got off the floor from laughing, i saw she wasn't kidding, i said "you don't understand, i bleed soda. i can't quit soda." and she says "NO MORE SODA!" I cryed..) ok i'll try to find more to do at work now.. bored bored bored..

awesome82h @ 2005-10-07T12:06:00

2005-10-07T16:07:05Z

http://www.penny-arcade.com/view.php

todays penny arcade is totally me and rick.. although, 99.9% of the time he will humor me and let me see the dialog ;) lol

bestest anniversary ever :)

2005-09-29T14:30:15Z

yeah so yesterday was my anniversary, and even though a lot of stuff went wrong.. like pat o'brians changed there menu to being not very good food for WAY too much money.. and the stupid photo machine took our picture when we weren't ready (apparently when you freeze the picture that is just to make sure you like it now, not for the actual picture so i look all bug eyed in the picture.. but anyway, dispite all that i had such a good time just getting to be with rick.. i went out and got a new out fit for it and i got my hair and make up done professionally :) i felt so pretty :) and when i couldn't even make it into universal on my shoes (we are taking 3 inch spike heals.. i don't think i have ever worn heals that high.. it made me really tall and they were killer shoes but my ankle kept turning and eventually i couldn't keep it straight.. guess i got weak ankles.. :( ) rick went and got me sandels so i would be comfortable :) i got the bestest boyfriend in the world :) i wuv him very very much.. just wanted everyone to know :)

laughs galore

2005-09-23T21:04:27Z

http://www.penny-arcade.com/view.php?date=2005-09-16&res=l

http://www.penny-arcade.com/view.php?date=2005-09-21&res=l

http://www.penny-arcade.com/view.php?date=2005-09-23&res=l

I love penny-arcade.. sweet..

awesome82h @ 2005-09-23T16:58:00

2005-09-23T20:59:25Z

http://www.penny-arcade.com/view.php?date=2005-09-12&res=l

You must see this one.. it was so funny i almost got introuble at work.. for laughing too much.. should have told them i was just enjoying my workplace or something.. lol

i'm not sure if i'm offended...

2005-09-21T23:37:23Z

the Idiot Savant

(42% dark, 42% spontaneous, 57% vulgar)

your humor style:
VULGAR | SPONTANEOUS | LIGHT

You like things silly, immediate, and, above all, outrageous. Ixne on the subtle word play, more testicles on fire, please. People like you are the most likely to RECEIVE internet forwards--and also the most likely to save them in a special folder entitled 'HOLY SHIT'.

Because it's so easily appreciated, and often wacky and physical, your sense of humor never ceases to amuse your friends. Most realize that there's a sly intelligence and a knowing wink to your tastes. Your sense of humor could be called 'anti-pretentious'--but paradoxically enough, that indicates you're smarter than most.

PEOPLE LIKE YOU: Johnny Knoxville - Jimmy Kimmel

The 3-Variable Funny Test!
- it rules -

If you're interested, try my latest: The Terrorism Test

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 29% on darkness

You scored higher than 39% on spontaneity

You scored higher than 87% on vulgarity

Link: The 3 Variable Funny Test written by jason_bateman on Ok Cupid

Fake people...

2005-09-12T17:34:13Z

man.. this corperate america shit sucks.. everytime i think i am making some progress, everytime, i think i'm gaining a littel responsiblity.. poof.. i realize that it was all a lie and that yet again.. i'm not being given any real responisiblity by one of my bosses and expected to have some by my other boss.. i got a short moment of glory to day when a customer liked my design better than my coworkers.. (whom keep correcting my work when i'm starting to think there are really no problems with it, she just wants to make me look incompetent, or to make me question my own abilites or something.. ) i laughed hard and loud inside ;) anyways.. i just want to stop feeling like, i have to really examine everything that is said to me by my coworker.. stop feeling like if i don't watch her close, i'm gunna get fired.. makes me wanna up this looking for a new job thing.. maybe find a job that i wouldn't have people trying to slit my throught as much at.. maybe.. i could try right? someone please lie to me and tell me it won't be like this forever..

Back to the grind (MATRIX REVOLUTIONS SPOILER!)

2005-09-07T16:20:16Z

hope everyone had a nice weekend. I know i enjoied mine ;) anyways, ironflower, if i can't change my trans date, do you wanna meet up for a pre-bday dinner? your choice? if not that's fine, i'm gunna see if i can reschedule but if i can't i just wanted to know if that would be ok...

I watched the whole matrix series this past holiday weekend.. it was fun.. god i love that series, but i hate how they left it.. entirely too many loose ends in my oppinion! there needs to be a matrix 4 to sort out what happend to neo and trinity and the human race, how long did peace last?? HONESTLY!! TOO MANY QUESTIONS!!

i also enjoyed the law and order marithon.. unfortunately, out of the like 6 i watched before i turned on the matrix movies.. there wasn't one i hadn't seen.. i really have a problem.. oh well, hope everyone had fun :)

viva la reveloution (sp?)

2005-08-31T22:56:36Z

oh my god i'm sooo tired.. i've gotten complaints about my lack of blogging so here i am, in class, bored.. so i'm blogging.. ;) this weekend, i'm SO sleeping in.. i have SOO much to read.. school is sucking ass with everyone wanting me to read like 3 things at once... and my clients are sucking because i can't give it the time i really want to because i can't meet with my clinicians ahead of time due to my co-clinicians having clients ahead of time and my only have 10 minutes between sessions so i can't meet with the other before sessions... and work.. finally had a conversation with my co-worker about the fact that each of my employers has different priorities and different styles of doing things (she brought it up not me.) so that i have constant contradictory instructions but she did say that there is supposed to be a big meeting of all the people who have a part ownership in the business and they are supposed to come to a consensus about the business and how it's run.. so... maybe if i'm luckly.. i'll stay hired long enough to be there after the meeting.. but i have a feeling that after the meeting.. my co-worker will be fired and i'll be left to fend for myself.. there is still a lot i don't know.. like there is supposedly a master schedule somewhere.. does anyone tell me where? no. does anyone tell me that it exsits? not until today (3rd week of work..).. aaaaaaaahhhhhhhh I WANT FOOD AND GAS TO BE FREE!!! START THE REVOLUTION!! MAN, i can't wait to just sleep and not have to deal with i don't want to, do anything that i don't particularly want to do.. god, i would go mad without the weekend.. ah.. yeah.. start the revolution...

new job blues

2005-08-22T01:15:51Z

yeah so i got a job.. which yay! i needed one cause money it tighter than well.. i can't think of a funny perfict analogy right now.. so sue me :/ anywho.. yeah so that's good but now trying to plan my schedule is stressing me a bit because it's a 10-5 job.. i got class on tues and weds so i'm gunna have to leave early for weds and have tues off and then of couse that's not including time to do homework.. plus.. i got monday nights for my bf.. and tues nights for my big sister (and if i'm lucky some other firends) so that leaves me thursday and friday nights for homework.. plus the weekend.. PLUS! i gotta find time for patients and the only real time i have is tues and thurs mornings and kids (as all i need now is pediatric hours) don't come in th morning, they come in the afternoons.. so yeah.. aaaaaaahhhhh stress.. i am thie(sp) bitch.. anywho.. so yeah and that is not including time i need to find to work out, so.. and i really am not feeling my new job as i have to sit in an uncomfortable chair for what, 7 hours and now the person that is training me is getting me into trouble with my boss and i'm not even sure i'll last the week and i really REALLY need the job at 7 an hour.. which does suck but's the best offer i have gotten thus far.. and the only other one i have (job offer i mean) is for janitoral stuff and i don't even know how much i would make.. and somehow.. i really REALLY don't wanna be a janitor and all.. but if i have to do it i supposed ya gotta do what ya gotta do but how rediculous is that! i mean honestly? i have a 4 year degree and because i focused on school and didn't work, i can't get a fucking job to save my life! what a bunch of crap! anyways.. aaaaaahhhhh there, the latest rant is completed... anyways... i'll feel alot better at the end of the week and i have more of an idea about my schedule and where it stand with my job hopefully.. for now i'm gunna go relax.. hopefully..

i'm such a follower ;)

2005-08-11T23:17:15Z

i stole this from chrissy who stole it from wendels friends....
1. Reply with your name and I will write something random about you.
2. I will then tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I will pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. (This should be embarressing...)
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I will tell you my first memory of you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal, or else!

awesome82h @ 2005-08-11T18:37:00

2005-08-11T22:37:54Z

Harry Potter Meme of All Memes by Osaku
Name/Username
Age
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House	Ravenclaw
Wand	Maple, 11", Phoenix Feather
Best Course	Spell Theory
Worst Course	Defense Against the Dark Arts
Pet	Snowy Owl
Patronus	Flobberworms
Quidditch Job	Seeker
Wizard Candy	Toothflossing Stringmints
Profession After School	Auror

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dam it chrissy, it's an illness!

attention to beth :) all hands calling beth ;)

2005-07-29T15:22:53Z

hey sib :) i thought we could do some hat boxes in different sizes put together to look like a cake for the card box? what do you think? also.. i'm gunna call my friend dian in coral springs about the bachelorette party.. i have a left over table cloth, centerpiece (of an almost nakey guy), a banner, and some more penis straws from the last party i threw.. if you wanna come over and look at them?? or whatever :) let me know :) i look forward to seeing you again :) i had fun trying on dresses :)

I PASSED MY TEST HAPPY HAPPY JOYOUS DAY :)

2005-07-25T22:58:50Z

OH HAPPY HAPPY JOYOUS DAY especially for those that have been around me as of late :)I do hereby appologize for all those that i have been curt or oddly short with as of late.. i have been having a slow little meltdown with fear about the test I have just gotten the results for... as in grad school, you can not have a grade any lower than a B on i got a C by 2 points on the first exam.. i now have an 88 (2 points from an A ) on this exam and i made some dumbass mistakes because i didn't trust myself and it cost me a few points but tonight i'm gunna relax and have a little drinky drinky a little foody foody, maybe if i'm lucky, a little lovey love.. and have me happy happy day.. i shouldn't be freaking on anyone or being a bad sport to anyone for a little while at least ;) sorry again, i just was at my limit of stress level.. :) i love you all :)

IT'S ALMOST OVER :):):)

2005-07-07T22:44:04Z

OK yeah so the wedding is this weekend.. except for a hurricane comming and hitting the lower keys possibly and thereby making the upper keys where the wedding is rainy at the least.. if we are lucky.. and! they sent my friend pink flowers instead of lavender flowers.. so i'm gunna have to get up at the asscrack of dawn to help her get that whole mess taken care of.. still gotta write my speeches and what not but.. yeah. i just pray that the huricane misses the keys so that we can do this thing and get it over with.. i also will have to stand the whole time.. i just hope those dam shoes are comfy cause that is gunna be a long ass service... yeah.. and i'm premenstral so i know i'm gunna gain water wieght and that dam dress was tight to begin with.. so.. yeah... fun stuff.. diaretics.. here i come :) but on the other hand.. it's almost over and i'm SO excited for that.. god it has been so stressfull and it wasn't even my wedding.. i mean i actually had a panic attack last night about falling when i'm walking down the isle or stepping on one of the other girls skirts.. man.. makes me be like.. when i do tie the knot.. wedding planner.. possilbly very worth it.. but at least gunna be out of school cause yeah WAY WAY to complicated. WAY to complicated and stressful.. MAN i'm gunna party on sunday when i get back home after this.. i'm gunna go out to eat and have a nice drink with my dinner and then i'm gunna just sit on my ass and watch a movie or some tv and GET SOME SLEEP! aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh it's so relaxing just to think about it.. i'm almost there :)